1 00:00:00,007 --> 00:00:01,898 Previously on "New Amsterdam"... 2 00:00:03,069 --> 00:00:04,836 I love you. 3 00:00:07,614 --> 00:00:10,416 They keep hammering on at you to open up, 4 00:00:10,450 --> 00:00:12,934 but that has to go both ways. 5 00:00:13,554 --> 00:00:15,021 And even though my body is telling me 6 00:00:15,055 --> 00:00:18,070 to just let go and jump, I can't. 7 00:00:18,118 --> 00:00:19,692 Not even for you. 8 00:00:19,726 --> 00:00:21,928 I gave Chance everything. 9 00:00:21,962 --> 00:00:23,596 I just wanted him to get better. 10 00:00:23,630 --> 00:00:26,399 But it was never enough. 11 00:00:26,433 --> 00:00:28,067 If you don't have to fight for it, 12 00:00:28,101 --> 00:00:30,102 it's 'cause it's not worth it. 13 00:00:32,873 --> 00:00:35,942 _ 14 00:00:41,548 --> 00:00:43,049 Leave a message after the tone. 15 00:00:44,484 --> 00:00:46,018 Hey. 16 00:00:46,053 --> 00:00:48,454 It's, uh, me. 17 00:00:48,488 --> 00:00:52,391 I... I miss you. 18 00:00:52,426 --> 00:00:54,260 I can't get you out of my head. 19 00:00:54,294 --> 00:00:57,830 It's, uh, it's very distracting. 20 00:00:57,864 --> 00:00:59,098 Um... 21 00:01:01,001 --> 00:01:06,172 We said things to each other that were just the beginning. 22 00:01:06,206 --> 00:01:11,110 And we never quite, um... 23 00:01:11,144 --> 00:01:12,778 Anyway, now you're gone, 24 00:01:12,813 --> 00:01:16,682 and it just feels like it's been forever. 25 00:01:16,717 --> 00:01:20,620 And I really need... 26 00:01:20,654 --> 00:01:22,188 I need to see you. 27 00:01:23,890 --> 00:01:26,525 I need to talk to you. 28 00:01:26,560 --> 00:01:30,396 I need to be with you 29 00:01:30,430 --> 00:01:34,367 in all of the ways that I've been dreaming of. 30 00:01:36,637 --> 00:01:38,520 And we're done. 31 00:01:39,006 --> 00:01:40,473 All right. Easy enough. 32 00:01:40,507 --> 00:01:41,774 Everything looks good, Dr. Goodwin. 33 00:01:41,808 --> 00:01:43,042 Fantastic. 34 00:01:43,076 --> 00:01:45,411 - Thank you so much. - See you in six months. 35 00:01:59,793 --> 00:02:01,460 Is everything okay? 36 00:02:03,633 --> 00:02:05,383 Have you seen my wedding ring? 37 00:02:05,912 --> 00:02:07,345 Sure haven't. 38 00:02:13,573 --> 00:02:18,104 Synced and corrected by -robtor- www.addic7ed.com 39 00:02:18,129 --> 00:02:20,546 I need to see you. 40 00:02:20,580 --> 00:02:22,848 I need to talk to you. 41 00:02:22,883 --> 00:02:26,218 I need to be with you 42 00:02:26,253 --> 00:02:30,389 in all of the ways that I've been dreaming of. 43 00:02:30,424 --> 00:02:32,358 And this one's too tight. 44 00:02:32,392 --> 00:02:34,327 Everything looks terrible on me. 45 00:02:34,361 --> 00:02:37,930 Oh, stop that. You're just nervous. 46 00:02:37,964 --> 00:02:39,432 Wonder why. It's only the beginning 47 00:02:39,466 --> 00:02:41,334 of the rest of my whole life. 48 00:02:47,107 --> 00:02:48,441 Hey. You've reached Max. 49 00:02:48,475 --> 00:02:50,009 I can't take your call, so leave a message. 50 00:02:50,043 --> 00:02:52,511 Hi. Um. 51 00:02:52,546 --> 00:02:54,971 I very much enjoyed your message. 52 00:02:55,582 --> 00:02:58,117 My flight's not till tomorrow, but, um... 53 00:03:00,821 --> 00:03:04,272 I've been doing some fantasizing of my own. 54 00:03:04,591 --> 00:03:05,940 Okay. 55 00:03:06,426 --> 00:03:07,893 I'm ready. I think. 56 00:03:16,370 --> 00:03:19,138 - You can't be serious. - Oh, don't sound so surprised. 57 00:03:19,172 --> 00:03:20,773 I was never gonna stay here forever. 58 00:03:20,807 --> 00:03:23,142 But today? But today? 59 00:03:23,176 --> 00:03:25,811 I'm gonna try and catch a standby flight. 60 00:03:25,846 --> 00:03:28,047 But I wanted you to come back to Cambridge with me. 61 00:03:28,081 --> 00:03:29,672 I know. 62 00:03:30,117 --> 00:03:32,518 I've had a wonderful time. 63 00:03:32,552 --> 00:03:34,153 But you're all set up in the halls. 64 00:03:34,187 --> 00:03:35,988 You have an amazing dress. 65 00:03:38,058 --> 00:03:42,228 And most importantly, you don't need me anymore. 66 00:03:49,703 --> 00:03:51,504 I'm so proud of you. 67 00:03:54,775 --> 00:03:56,866 You took me into your home. 68 00:03:57,483 --> 00:03:59,217 You never gave up on me. 69 00:04:00,981 --> 00:04:02,997 I don't know how to thank you. 70 00:04:03,517 --> 00:04:05,416 You don't need to. 71 00:04:05,952 --> 00:04:07,486 You don't need to. We're family. 72 00:04:13,493 --> 00:04:16,598 _ 73 00:04:17,935 --> 00:04:19,609 _ 74 00:04:28,175 --> 00:04:31,243 And text me when you're at the airport, okay? 75 00:04:31,278 --> 00:04:32,411 I will. 76 00:04:32,446 --> 00:04:34,947 I just have one more stop to make. 77 00:05:12,452 --> 00:05:13,619 Sorry I'm late, Mum. 78 00:05:13,653 --> 00:05:14,720 Now that you're here, we can leave. 79 00:05:14,754 --> 00:05:16,388 I made you some red-red. 80 00:05:16,423 --> 00:05:20,025 No use spending hard-earned money on beetroot foam. 81 00:05:20,060 --> 00:05:22,194 Well, let me do this for you, Mum. 82 00:05:22,229 --> 00:05:23,828 It's a meal. 83 00:05:24,297 --> 00:05:25,631 And it's really good to see you. 84 00:05:25,665 --> 00:05:27,733 Glad you found time to fit me in. 85 00:05:29,035 --> 00:05:31,370 Yeah, uh, Nina got into King's College 86 00:05:31,404 --> 00:05:33,305 in Cambridge. It's been a busy week. 87 00:05:33,340 --> 00:05:34,306 I wanted to help her get set up. 88 00:05:34,341 --> 00:05:36,007 So, the truth comes out. 89 00:05:38,245 --> 00:05:41,747 Mum, she is wonderful. 90 00:05:41,781 --> 00:05:44,183 She's smart, she's driven, 91 00:05:44,217 --> 00:05:47,019 and she is family. 92 00:05:47,053 --> 00:05:48,621 And since I'm going back to New York, 93 00:05:48,655 --> 00:05:50,623 I put you down as her emergency contact, 94 00:05:50,657 --> 00:05:51,790 and I think that if you would just meet her... 95 00:05:51,825 --> 00:05:53,259 - Not on your life. - Mum. 96 00:05:53,293 --> 00:05:54,760 You say no all the time. 97 00:05:54,794 --> 00:05:57,062 No to London, no husband, no baby. 98 00:05:57,097 --> 00:05:58,664 Why must I say yes? 99 00:05:58,698 --> 00:06:02,468 But please, daughter, give me that other woman's grandchild. 100 00:06:02,502 --> 00:06:04,869 We are blood. 101 00:06:05,405 --> 00:06:07,072 And since Baba was kept away from me... 102 00:06:07,107 --> 00:06:08,507 I didn't keep your father from you. 103 00:06:08,542 --> 00:06:10,695 He cut off ties. He went home to Tehran 104 00:06:10,730 --> 00:06:12,945 and found his ready-made Persian wife. 105 00:06:12,979 --> 00:06:14,146 He abandoned us. 106 00:06:14,180 --> 00:06:15,381 Okay, so now what? 107 00:06:15,415 --> 00:06:18,551 Hmm? We abandon her? 108 00:06:18,585 --> 00:06:20,719 You spent the past week 109 00:06:20,754 --> 00:06:23,255 ignoring your own mother for that other family. 110 00:06:23,290 --> 00:06:25,124 Turns out you're just like your baba. 111 00:06:36,670 --> 00:06:38,903 Mum, how long have you had that cough? 112 00:06:39,339 --> 00:06:40,940 A few weeks. 113 00:06:40,974 --> 00:06:42,708 Or more. 114 00:06:42,742 --> 00:06:44,243 You'd know if you ever rang. 115 00:06:44,277 --> 00:06:46,378 Come on. We're gonna go, Mum. 116 00:06:46,413 --> 00:06:47,680 Come on. 117 00:07:01,561 --> 00:07:03,162 This is your old clinic. 118 00:07:03,196 --> 00:07:04,512 Yes. 119 00:07:04,898 --> 00:07:07,099 It's certainly seen better days. 120 00:07:08,702 --> 00:07:10,810 Excuse me. Hi. 121 00:07:13,766 --> 00:07:16,067 Hi, I was hoping to get my mum in today for some scans. 122 00:07:16,092 --> 00:07:18,693 She's had a persistent cough, and today we found some blood. 123 00:07:18,718 --> 00:07:20,552 We're booked solid, I'm afraid. 124 00:07:20,577 --> 00:07:22,645 I could maybe get her in early next week. 125 00:07:22,670 --> 00:07:24,705 This is why I never bother with doctors. 126 00:07:24,730 --> 00:07:26,764 No, Mum, wait, wait. 127 00:07:29,756 --> 00:07:32,625 Uh, sorry. Excuse me. My name is Dr. Helen Sharpe. 128 00:07:32,659 --> 00:07:34,460 I used to volunteer here when I was in college. 129 00:07:34,494 --> 00:07:36,629 I started behind the desk, just like you, 130 00:07:36,663 --> 00:07:38,430 but this clinic is where I found my passion, 131 00:07:38,465 --> 00:07:41,215 and now I'm pleading with you. 132 00:07:41,601 --> 00:07:44,370 I need to make sure that my mum gets seen. 133 00:07:48,868 --> 00:07:50,602 I can move things around. 134 00:07:50,627 --> 00:07:52,562 Thank you. Thank you. 135 00:07:52,679 --> 00:07:54,813 No, I don't want any special treatment. 136 00:07:54,848 --> 00:07:56,048 I don't like my daughter pulling strings 137 00:07:56,082 --> 00:07:57,316 just so we can jump the queue. 138 00:07:57,350 --> 00:07:59,318 Mum, we are taking the opening 139 00:07:59,352 --> 00:08:01,053 whether you like it or not. End of discussion. 140 00:08:01,087 --> 00:08:02,688 Right this way. I'll take you back. 141 00:08:02,722 --> 00:08:04,071 Thank you. 142 00:08:04,691 --> 00:08:06,358 No, I don't need you to come with me. 143 00:08:06,393 --> 00:08:08,326 I can do this all on my own. 144 00:08:20,874 --> 00:08:22,131 Helen? 145 00:08:22,909 --> 00:08:25,678 As I live and breathe. 146 00:08:25,712 --> 00:08:27,261 Elinor. 147 00:08:27,781 --> 00:08:29,328 I didn't know you were still here. 148 00:08:29,373 --> 00:08:31,183 There's still work to do. What's your excuse? 149 00:08:31,217 --> 00:08:32,451 No more New York? 150 00:08:32,485 --> 00:08:35,421 My mum's sick. She's getting seen. 151 00:08:37,290 --> 00:08:39,258 Can I just ask? Um... 152 00:08:39,292 --> 00:08:42,461 This place... what happened? 153 00:08:42,495 --> 00:08:44,596 We started hemorrhaging staff due to Brexit. 154 00:08:44,631 --> 00:08:47,299 And then we lost the funding we used to get from Cambridge, 155 00:08:47,333 --> 00:08:49,468 and it all started to fall apart. 156 00:08:49,502 --> 00:08:52,738 Last month, our medical director packed up and left. 157 00:08:52,772 --> 00:08:55,240 Now we're fighting to hold on. 158 00:08:55,275 --> 00:08:57,042 This place is too special to just... 159 00:08:57,077 --> 00:08:59,044 Dr. Sharpe, can you join me? 160 00:09:01,681 --> 00:09:03,015 It was good to see you, Elinor. 161 00:09:03,049 --> 00:09:04,850 - Oh, you too, love. - Mm-hmm. 162 00:09:08,114 --> 00:09:09,547 Thank you. 163 00:09:21,434 --> 00:09:23,368 I'm right here, Mum. 164 00:09:25,665 --> 00:09:27,446 I'm not going anywhere. 165 00:09:28,425 --> 00:09:31,494 So I just wanted you to see what we found today. 166 00:09:37,214 --> 00:09:38,909 Run blood tests on Bay 26, 167 00:09:38,933 --> 00:09:40,734 and let's send her up for a stress echo. 168 00:09:40,768 --> 00:09:42,302 Why hasn't Bay 9 been discharged? 169 00:09:42,337 --> 00:09:45,105 Because I possibly forgot. On it. 170 00:09:48,176 --> 00:09:50,143 Hey, have you, uh, have you heard from Iggy? 171 00:09:50,178 --> 00:09:52,312 Uh, no. Not in weeks. You? 172 00:09:52,347 --> 00:09:54,414 Radio silence. I've been thinking about him. 173 00:09:54,449 --> 00:09:56,950 But... uh, what's up? 174 00:09:56,985 --> 00:09:58,719 Nothing. Stupid. I lost my wedding ring. 175 00:09:58,753 --> 00:09:59,920 - Yikes. - Yeah. 176 00:09:59,954 --> 00:10:01,355 But it's okay. No big deal. 177 00:10:01,389 --> 00:10:03,557 I mean, it's not like it's worth a ton of money or anything. 178 00:10:03,591 --> 00:10:06,393 It's just a little silly ring, you know? 179 00:10:06,427 --> 00:10:07,861 But it's gotta be in here somewhere. 180 00:10:07,895 --> 00:10:09,930 Okay, who loses one shoe? 181 00:10:09,964 --> 00:10:11,531 Well, where did you take it off? 182 00:10:11,566 --> 00:10:13,734 I... I don't take it off. 183 00:10:13,768 --> 00:10:15,335 - Not even at night? - No. 184 00:10:15,370 --> 00:10:17,471 - Well, what about to scrub in? - No. 185 00:10:17,505 --> 00:10:18,939 Not even when you were dating that woman? 186 00:10:18,973 --> 00:10:21,942 Never. Okay? I never take it off. 187 00:10:21,976 --> 00:10:24,311 26-year-old. Tachy at 148. 188 00:10:24,345 --> 00:10:28,582 100/56, respiratory rate 14 from an abdominal stab wound. 189 00:10:28,616 --> 00:10:31,184 - From Excalibur? - Cosplay gone horribly wrong. 190 00:10:31,219 --> 00:10:33,520 Oh, that's a ton of blood for a wound in that area. 191 00:10:33,554 --> 00:10:35,589 Let's page Reynolds now. Trauma one. 192 00:10:35,623 --> 00:10:36,890 Gauze. 193 00:10:40,995 --> 00:10:45,098 Gauze. Gauze. Gauze. 194 00:10:45,133 --> 00:10:47,134 Damn it, keep them coming. 195 00:10:47,168 --> 00:10:48,702 The puncture's bad, but it shouldn't cause 196 00:10:48,736 --> 00:10:50,203 loss of consciousness. 197 00:10:50,238 --> 00:10:52,114 Dr. Bloom, look at this. 198 00:10:52,740 --> 00:10:54,374 Negative P waves? 199 00:10:54,409 --> 00:10:56,977 And negative QRS, and T waves, plus low voltage? 200 00:10:57,011 --> 00:10:58,145 What the hell? 201 00:10:58,179 --> 00:11:00,380 Dextrocardia. 202 00:11:00,415 --> 00:11:02,582 Her heart's on the wrong side of her chest. 203 00:11:04,652 --> 00:11:07,454 Boy, do I have a great case for you. 204 00:11:07,488 --> 00:11:10,390 Dextrocardia doesn't explain the excessive bleeding. 205 00:11:10,425 --> 00:11:12,893 Unless she also has complete situs inversus. 206 00:11:12,927 --> 00:11:15,996 Not just her heart, but all of her organs were flipped. 207 00:11:16,030 --> 00:11:18,298 Then her spleen is on the right side. 208 00:11:18,332 --> 00:11:20,267 Which means the dagger is going right through it. 209 00:11:20,301 --> 00:11:22,202 But that doesn't explain the LOC. 210 00:11:22,236 --> 00:11:23,970 Stop for a head CT on your way to the OR. 211 00:11:24,005 --> 00:11:25,238 Good idea. 212 00:11:32,280 --> 00:11:35,315 Hey, you. What's going on? 213 00:11:36,484 --> 00:11:38,685 The residency match list came out. 214 00:11:39,954 --> 00:11:41,288 I got a spot. 215 00:11:41,322 --> 00:11:45,025 You did? Oh, that's amazing. 216 00:11:45,059 --> 00:11:47,294 I honestly can't believe it. 217 00:11:47,328 --> 00:11:48,795 Well, don't look so surprised. 218 00:11:48,830 --> 00:11:50,030 - Have you met you? - Stop. 219 00:11:50,064 --> 00:11:51,698 You know how competitive these things are. 220 00:11:51,732 --> 00:11:53,300 And it was my very first try. 221 00:11:53,334 --> 00:11:54,835 And I'm a foreign-trained doctor. 222 00:11:54,869 --> 00:11:56,937 And you blew them all away. 223 00:11:56,971 --> 00:11:59,039 Well, not all. 224 00:11:59,073 --> 00:12:00,340 I didn't get a spot here. 225 00:12:00,374 --> 00:12:02,576 But we knew that was gonna be a long shot. 226 00:12:02,610 --> 00:12:04,277 Wait, you didn't get a spot here? 227 00:12:04,312 --> 00:12:06,780 Spokane. Washington. 228 00:12:06,814 --> 00:12:10,317 Wow. That's incredible. 229 00:12:11,619 --> 00:12:13,053 It is, isn't it? 230 00:12:13,087 --> 00:12:15,322 I haven't even told my mom yet. 231 00:12:15,356 --> 00:12:17,057 Well, what are you waiting for? 232 00:12:17,091 --> 00:12:20,227 Give her a call. Let her be a proud mama. 233 00:12:20,261 --> 00:12:22,028 She's gonna explode. 234 00:12:34,308 --> 00:12:35,642 So, you just chose to ignore 235 00:12:35,676 --> 00:12:38,512 my residency recommendation for Leyla Shinwari. 236 00:12:40,515 --> 00:12:42,983 I have been on the phone all morning with board members 237 00:12:43,017 --> 00:12:45,285 and angry doctors just like yourself, 238 00:12:45,319 --> 00:12:47,554 all astonished that their personal recs 239 00:12:47,588 --> 00:12:49,823 didn't open the doors for their hand-picked proteges. 240 00:12:49,857 --> 00:12:52,859 No, Dr. Shinwari is one of the most promising candidates 241 00:12:52,894 --> 00:12:55,529 we've had in years, okay? She deserves to be here. 242 00:12:55,563 --> 00:12:57,397 Yet her application says otherwise. 243 00:12:57,431 --> 00:12:58,698 Khyber Medical University? 244 00:12:58,733 --> 00:13:00,767 One of the best medical schools in Pakistan. 245 00:13:00,801 --> 00:13:02,602 That has no international standing. 246 00:13:02,637 --> 00:13:06,339 She practiced medicine in refugee camps, Hank. 247 00:13:06,374 --> 00:13:08,108 Okay? The fact that she even 248 00:13:08,142 --> 00:13:11,111 has to redo her residency is offensive. 249 00:13:11,145 --> 00:13:12,812 Well, even if I agree with you, what can I do? 250 00:13:12,847 --> 00:13:15,715 I... I can't rescind an offer that's already been made. 251 00:13:15,750 --> 00:13:17,717 I can't make another spot just magically appear. 252 00:13:17,752 --> 00:13:19,753 Whoa, whoa, whoa. Well, what about two years ago? 253 00:13:19,787 --> 00:13:21,054 Huh? 254 00:13:21,088 --> 00:13:24,724 A fifth spot just magically opened up in general surgery. 255 00:13:24,759 --> 00:13:25,659 It was hardly magic. 256 00:13:25,693 --> 00:13:27,827 Well then, what the hell was it, Hank? 257 00:13:29,597 --> 00:13:31,831 You want Dr. Shinwari on your ED? 258 00:13:31,866 --> 00:13:33,700 You want a fifth spot? 259 00:13:35,570 --> 00:13:37,137 The dean of medicine has been known 260 00:13:37,171 --> 00:13:41,450 to make allowances for the right price. 261 00:13:42,143 --> 00:13:43,376 Are you talking about a bribe? 262 00:13:43,411 --> 00:13:45,478 What do you want me to say? 263 00:13:45,513 --> 00:13:47,747 That is a federal crime, Hank. 264 00:13:47,782 --> 00:13:49,182 I could lose my medical license. 265 00:13:49,217 --> 00:13:50,617 I could go to jail. 266 00:13:50,651 --> 00:13:51,851 I'm just telling you what I've heard. 267 00:13:51,886 --> 00:13:53,053 Not suggesting you do it. 268 00:13:53,087 --> 00:13:55,355 Of course, I am not gonna do it. 269 00:14:33,828 --> 00:14:35,262 Dear God... 270 00:14:37,431 --> 00:14:39,366 Grant me the serenity 271 00:14:39,400 --> 00:14:42,936 to accept the things I cannot change, 272 00:14:42,970 --> 00:14:46,573 the courage to change the things I can. 273 00:14:47,875 --> 00:14:49,442 Dear God, 274 00:14:49,477 --> 00:14:51,378 grant me the serenity 275 00:14:51,412 --> 00:14:54,781 to accept the things I cannot change, 276 00:14:54,815 --> 00:14:57,450 the courage to change the things I can... 277 00:14:59,820 --> 00:15:02,422 And the wisdom to know the difference. 278 00:15:22,677 --> 00:15:24,244 This is just... 279 00:15:27,148 --> 00:15:29,141 Thank you. 280 00:15:32,853 --> 00:15:35,288 Congratulations. 281 00:15:37,291 --> 00:15:41,561 Look, I have been feeling guilty all day. 282 00:15:41,595 --> 00:15:43,263 Why? 283 00:15:43,297 --> 00:15:44,497 I was just so excited. 284 00:15:44,532 --> 00:15:47,233 I didn't even think about what you must have been feeling. 285 00:15:47,268 --> 00:15:51,671 And I want you to know that I'm not excited to be leaving you. 286 00:15:51,706 --> 00:15:53,840 - You're everything to me. - Leyla. 287 00:15:53,874 --> 00:15:55,751 I can make this work. 288 00:15:56,177 --> 00:15:57,753 I can. 289 00:15:58,179 --> 00:16:00,047 I don't have a choice. 290 00:16:01,529 --> 00:16:03,463 I'm in love with you. 291 00:16:09,890 --> 00:16:12,192 - No, you should... - You should get that. 292 00:16:12,226 --> 00:16:14,937 - Are you sure? - Yeah. Yeah. 293 00:16:15,763 --> 00:16:17,231 Hello? 294 00:16:17,798 --> 00:16:19,566 Yes, this is she. 295 00:16:20,334 --> 00:16:24,304 Okay. Okay. 296 00:16:24,338 --> 00:16:26,873 Are you serious? 297 00:16:26,907 --> 00:16:28,659 That's... 298 00:16:29,076 --> 00:16:30,543 I don't know what to say. 299 00:16:30,578 --> 00:16:34,247 Yes! Yes. Thank you. 300 00:16:37,118 --> 00:16:39,919 That was the residency director from New Amsterdam. 301 00:16:40,546 --> 00:16:43,382 The dean just opened up a fifth spot in the ED. 302 00:16:44,091 --> 00:16:45,825 And they offered it to me. 303 00:16:47,628 --> 00:16:51,765 That's amazing! Congratulations! 304 00:16:51,799 --> 00:16:54,701 Did you have anything to do with this? 305 00:16:54,735 --> 00:16:58,238 What? No. No, of course not. 306 00:16:58,856 --> 00:17:00,306 No, this... this was all you. 307 00:17:00,341 --> 00:17:02,442 Oh. 308 00:17:05,379 --> 00:17:07,614 It was all you. 309 00:17:12,018 --> 00:17:14,155 I moved across Lenox, not the country. 310 00:17:14,179 --> 00:17:16,480 I'll still see you all the time, Mama. 311 00:17:16,515 --> 00:17:18,516 Okay, yeah, just... 312 00:17:18,550 --> 00:17:21,419 Try to remember I'm not a little boy anymore, okay? 313 00:17:27,125 --> 00:17:28,693 House special. 314 00:17:28,727 --> 00:17:31,228 - Oh, what? - Bam. 315 00:17:33,165 --> 00:17:35,684 Oh, my gosh. 316 00:17:36,168 --> 00:17:37,468 Mmm. 317 00:17:41,773 --> 00:17:43,074 If I didn't know any better, 318 00:17:43,108 --> 00:17:44,976 I'd say you're trying to get me to move in. 319 00:17:45,010 --> 00:17:46,844 Would that be so bad? 320 00:17:57,456 --> 00:17:59,223 Mm, all right. Okay. Okay. 321 00:17:59,257 --> 00:18:02,226 - What? - You know the rules. 322 00:18:02,260 --> 00:18:04,528 I also know that rules are meant to be broken. 323 00:18:04,563 --> 00:18:06,507 And we have. 324 00:18:06,865 --> 00:18:08,366 You get one stay. 325 00:18:08,400 --> 00:18:11,235 Somewhere along the line, this turned into Thursday. 326 00:18:11,269 --> 00:18:14,105 Okay. Look, look, I get it. 327 00:18:14,139 --> 00:18:17,141 I tried to resist you for months, right? 328 00:18:17,175 --> 00:18:20,277 Finally had to give in. Now look who can't resist. 329 00:18:20,312 --> 00:18:22,947 Yeah, yeah, yeah. 330 00:18:22,981 --> 00:18:25,016 Of course I'd fall for two alpha males. 331 00:18:25,050 --> 00:18:26,584 Oh, okay, hold on. 332 00:18:26,618 --> 00:18:28,552 No, I got a rule, too, all right? 333 00:18:28,987 --> 00:18:31,155 None of that husband talk. 334 00:18:31,189 --> 00:18:32,690 Come here. 335 00:18:32,724 --> 00:18:34,592 - Floyd. - Yeah. 336 00:18:35,994 --> 00:18:38,162 This is the arrangement. 337 00:18:38,196 --> 00:18:41,766 We can never be more than this. Tell me you know that. 338 00:18:44,636 --> 00:18:46,537 Yeah, I know. 339 00:18:49,441 --> 00:18:51,375 I am going to take a shower. 340 00:19:02,187 --> 00:19:04,722 Dextrocardia doesn't explain the excessive bleeding. 341 00:19:04,756 --> 00:19:07,525 Not just her heart, but all of her organs are flipped. 342 00:19:07,559 --> 00:19:09,860 Then her spleen is on the right side. 343 00:19:09,895 --> 00:19:12,029 Which means the dagger is plunging straight through it. 344 00:19:12,064 --> 00:19:13,497 But that doesn't explain the LOC. 345 00:19:13,532 --> 00:19:15,399 Stop for a head CT on your way to the OR. 346 00:19:15,434 --> 00:19:17,401 Good idea. All right. 347 00:19:17,436 --> 00:19:19,170 I'll need the largest OR that's empty 348 00:19:19,204 --> 00:19:20,738 and every unit of O-neg we got. 349 00:19:20,772 --> 00:19:22,339 Already ordered and waiting for you. 350 00:19:22,374 --> 00:19:24,008 Okay, good. We'll also need a fresh staff 351 00:19:24,042 --> 00:19:25,109 that can work at least 12 hours. 352 00:19:25,143 --> 00:19:26,577 This one's gonna be a marathon. 353 00:19:26,611 --> 00:19:27,945 - I'll round them up. - I've got a full craniotomy 354 00:19:27,979 --> 00:19:29,146 - set up on order for you. - Oh! 355 00:19:29,181 --> 00:19:30,981 Perfect timing. I'll take her from here. 356 00:19:31,016 --> 00:19:32,450 - Wait. What? - Dr. Salaita. 357 00:19:32,484 --> 00:19:35,352 The CT showed Ms. Madera threw a clot from her abdomen 358 00:19:35,387 --> 00:19:37,288 up through her poorly-formed heart to her brain, 359 00:19:37,322 --> 00:19:38,856 where it caused a hemorrhagic event. 360 00:19:38,890 --> 00:19:40,443 You'll need to drain the blood from her head. 361 00:19:40,478 --> 00:19:41,459 Our team's waiting, Dr. Baptiste. 362 00:19:41,493 --> 00:19:42,526 Okay, get a scanner in here 363 00:19:42,561 --> 00:19:44,023 so you can do a real-time, image-guided surgery. 364 00:19:44,057 --> 00:19:45,963 They'll never let me have the IGS system, sir. 365 00:19:45,997 --> 00:19:47,164 Tell them the chief of surgery 366 00:19:47,199 --> 00:19:48,332 personally authorized it. 367 00:19:48,366 --> 00:19:49,733 Dr. Flores, gather your team 368 00:19:49,768 --> 00:19:51,035 for the septal reconstruction. 369 00:19:51,069 --> 00:19:52,670 You'll be last, so just wait in the obs deck. 370 00:19:52,704 --> 00:19:54,672 - Will do, sir. - And you. 371 00:19:54,706 --> 00:19:56,252 You're the associate ED trauma surgeon? 372 00:19:56,285 --> 00:19:59,286 - Dr. Reynolds. Yes, sir. - Let's see what you've got. 373 00:20:01,980 --> 00:20:04,982 All right, here we go. Get the lap pads ready. 374 00:20:10,555 --> 00:20:12,790 - Dagger's out. - Replaced by blood. 375 00:20:12,824 --> 00:20:14,625 There's gotta be a bleeder in here somewhere. 376 00:20:14,659 --> 00:20:16,293 - Whew. - Another lap pad. 377 00:20:16,328 --> 00:20:18,262 Still can't see it. Come on. 378 00:20:20,866 --> 00:20:22,733 Come on. 379 00:20:22,767 --> 00:20:24,235 Come on. Come on. 380 00:20:26,438 --> 00:20:29,441 Got it. Suture. 381 00:20:30,142 --> 00:20:31,675 Monitor the systolic pulse... 382 00:20:31,710 --> 00:20:33,177 With situs inversus, 383 00:20:33,211 --> 00:20:36,147 we got small mini-spleens all through her abdomen. 384 00:20:36,181 --> 00:20:38,015 Once I get this under control, I can remove them. 385 00:20:38,049 --> 00:20:40,417 No need; I'll do it myself during the brain surgery. 386 00:20:40,452 --> 00:20:43,099 Did you get a CT angio to locate the accessory spleens? 387 00:20:43,131 --> 00:20:45,356 Scissors. I did not. 388 00:20:45,986 --> 00:20:48,875 You know what they say: Death begins in radiology. 389 00:20:48,909 --> 00:20:50,710 standing by. 390 00:20:52,380 --> 00:20:54,514 That should hold. 391 00:20:54,548 --> 00:20:55,949 I can assist in the splenectomy. 392 00:20:55,983 --> 00:20:57,784 You're dismissed. 393 00:20:57,818 --> 00:20:59,619 Where's my neuro team? You guys are up. 394 00:20:59,653 --> 00:21:02,224 - Make sure there's enough blood... - Switch up. 395 00:21:26,514 --> 00:21:28,250 Do you dry clean? 396 00:21:29,417 --> 00:21:31,217 Got a couple of shirts that could use a press. 397 00:21:31,252 --> 00:21:33,253 - Lost my wedding ring. - Oof. 398 00:21:33,287 --> 00:21:35,555 Well, you didn't have it on this morning, if that helps. 399 00:21:35,589 --> 00:21:37,857 You notice who's wearing a wedding ring? 400 00:21:37,892 --> 00:21:39,125 Recently. 401 00:21:39,160 --> 00:21:41,694 I have looked everywhere for it. 402 00:21:41,729 --> 00:21:43,763 I'm gonna be sifting through medical waste pretty soon. 403 00:21:43,798 --> 00:21:46,366 I guess I just assumed you took it off on purpose. 404 00:21:46,400 --> 00:21:47,811 No. 405 00:21:50,438 --> 00:21:51,751 I don't know. 406 00:21:52,940 --> 00:21:55,152 Still means something, I guess. 407 00:21:56,210 --> 00:21:57,811 I mean, it's everything we had, you know? 408 00:21:57,845 --> 00:22:01,281 It's like... come on, it can't just be gone. 409 00:22:01,742 --> 00:22:05,452 Actually, uh, I felt the same way about Evie's ring 410 00:22:05,486 --> 00:22:08,415 after we, uh, you know. 411 00:22:09,089 --> 00:22:10,190 So what changed? 412 00:22:10,224 --> 00:22:13,092 Well, I realized I wasn't hanging on to Evie's ring 413 00:22:13,127 --> 00:22:16,923 because she still had a big piece of my heart. 414 00:22:17,531 --> 00:22:20,552 I was hanging on to it because she didn't. 415 00:22:21,115 --> 00:22:23,616 And the ring wasn't about our love anymore. 416 00:22:24,905 --> 00:22:26,539 It was about my guilt. 417 00:22:29,229 --> 00:22:31,864 Dr. Reynolds, Dr. Flores needs you in the OR, stat. 418 00:22:38,719 --> 00:22:40,220 - Flores? - I'm trying to pull off 419 00:22:40,254 --> 00:22:41,654 a triangular patch reconstruction 420 00:22:41,689 --> 00:22:43,656 of the ventricular wall. You've done one? 421 00:22:43,691 --> 00:22:45,258 - Several times. - I just can't get it to hold. 422 00:22:45,292 --> 00:22:47,494 - All right. I got it. - BP's still dropping. 423 00:22:47,528 --> 00:22:49,162 We need to increase patch adhesion 424 00:22:49,196 --> 00:22:51,264 to seal microcirculatory leakage. 425 00:22:51,298 --> 00:22:53,233 Go ahead and clamp the inferior vena cava. 426 00:22:53,267 --> 00:22:55,201 I'm gonna apply direct pressure. 427 00:22:55,236 --> 00:22:56,836 On my signal, I want you to squeeze 428 00:22:56,871 --> 00:22:58,171 the largest piece of spleen you can fine. 429 00:22:58,205 --> 00:23:00,340 - Mm-hmm. - All right? 430 00:23:00,374 --> 00:23:02,141 Ready. Now. 431 00:23:02,176 --> 00:23:03,456 Okay. 432 00:23:04,578 --> 00:23:08,481 All right, so go ahead and slowly release the vena cava. 433 00:23:08,516 --> 00:23:11,684 All right. Now increase the flow. 434 00:23:11,719 --> 00:23:15,154 Gently. Ah. Slow it down. 435 00:23:15,189 --> 00:23:18,992 Okay. And all the way. 436 00:23:27,902 --> 00:23:31,170 - I don't see any leaking. - Nice save, Floyd. 437 00:23:31,205 --> 00:23:32,739 We'll close her up. 438 00:23:35,042 --> 00:23:36,837 Dr. Reynolds. 439 00:23:37,511 --> 00:23:39,979 After surgery, may I have a word? 440 00:23:40,014 --> 00:23:42,133 Get another blanket on her leg. 441 00:23:43,384 --> 00:23:46,753 Custodial services, 224. Custodial services, 224. 442 00:23:48,889 --> 00:23:52,225 I've only been here a little while, so tell me. 443 00:23:52,259 --> 00:23:53,793 How'd you end up buried deep in the ED... 444 00:23:53,827 --> 00:23:55,895 Please, please, have a seat... 445 00:23:55,930 --> 00:23:57,830 Associate trauma surgeon? 446 00:23:59,033 --> 00:24:01,528 It's the only spot I could get. 447 00:24:01,902 --> 00:24:03,336 You never mentioned you used to be 448 00:24:03,370 --> 00:24:05,615 the chair of cardiothoracic surgery? 449 00:24:06,640 --> 00:24:08,274 So what happened? 450 00:24:08,309 --> 00:24:10,209 Well, I left about a year ago. 451 00:24:10,244 --> 00:24:11,411 Poached? 452 00:24:11,445 --> 00:24:13,246 Engaged. 453 00:24:13,280 --> 00:24:16,449 Yeah, my fianc�e got her dream job in San Francisco, 454 00:24:16,483 --> 00:24:18,384 so I followed. 455 00:24:18,419 --> 00:24:20,353 Long story short, I'm back. 456 00:24:20,387 --> 00:24:22,121 We got a lot in common. 457 00:24:22,156 --> 00:24:24,457 I followed my girl out here too. 458 00:24:24,491 --> 00:24:28,628 But one big difference: My job makes full use of my talents. 459 00:24:28,662 --> 00:24:31,931 - Yours doesn't. - Well, I'm not complaining. 460 00:24:31,966 --> 00:24:33,066 And I'm not insulting. 461 00:24:33,100 --> 00:24:36,369 I'm offering you a promotion. Deputy chair of surgery. 462 00:24:40,841 --> 00:24:42,308 That's a big promotion. 463 00:24:42,343 --> 00:24:43,443 Bigger than chair of cardiothoracic. 464 00:24:43,477 --> 00:24:45,780 To say the least. 465 00:24:46,780 --> 00:24:49,482 - Is that a yes? - Oh, yes, it is. Thank you. 466 00:24:49,516 --> 00:24:51,851 I... I don't know what to say, but thank you. 467 00:24:51,885 --> 00:24:53,019 You're welcome. You're welcome. 468 00:24:53,053 --> 00:24:54,053 Knock, knock. 469 00:24:54,088 --> 00:24:55,822 Hey, sweetheart. 470 00:24:55,856 --> 00:24:57,123 Hey. 471 00:25:01,013 --> 00:25:02,161 Dr. Reynolds, Dr. Lyn Malvo, 472 00:25:02,196 --> 00:25:04,564 my wife, the one who lured me to New Amsterdam. 473 00:25:06,967 --> 00:25:08,501 Nice to meet you. 474 00:25:08,535 --> 00:25:11,056 Floyd's gonna be my new right-hand man. 475 00:25:11,505 --> 00:25:14,841 Wow. Congratulations. 476 00:25:31,719 --> 00:25:33,554 ? 37 bottles of juice on the wall ? 477 00:25:33,588 --> 00:25:35,519 ? 37 bottles of juice ? 478 00:25:35,543 --> 00:25:38,279 ? You take one down, pass it around ? 479 00:25:38,313 --> 00:25:40,814 ? 36 bottles of juice on the wall ? 480 00:25:40,849 --> 00:25:42,650 ? 36 bottles of juice ? 481 00:25:42,684 --> 00:25:45,219 ? You take one down, pass it around ? 482 00:25:45,253 --> 00:25:46,771 ? 35 bottles of juice on the wall ? 483 00:25:46,795 --> 00:25:48,262 Air guitar version! 484 00:25:48,296 --> 00:25:50,264 ? 35 bottles of juice on the wall ? 485 00:25:50,298 --> 00:25:52,399 ? 35 bottles of juice ? 486 00:25:52,434 --> 00:25:54,568 ? Take one down, pass it around ? 487 00:25:54,603 --> 00:25:56,637 ? 34 bottles of juice on the wall ? 488 00:25:56,671 --> 00:25:58,939 And cut. Papa needs a break. 489 00:25:58,974 --> 00:26:01,075 No, guys, let's sing some harmonies, come on. 490 00:26:01,109 --> 00:26:03,344 Or we can enjoy the meditative silence 491 00:26:03,378 --> 00:26:06,413 of a solid 45 minutes of screen time. 492 00:26:06,448 --> 00:26:09,150 Yes! 493 00:26:09,184 --> 00:26:11,152 Boo. Boo. 494 00:26:21,463 --> 00:26:23,330 All right, dinner is in one hour. 495 00:26:23,365 --> 00:26:24,331 Tell your brothers and sister. 496 00:26:24,366 --> 00:26:25,866 - Okay, when I'm done. - Oh, "When I'm done." 497 00:26:25,901 --> 00:26:26,834 When she's done. 498 00:26:26,868 --> 00:26:28,435 - She sassing you? - Yeah. 499 00:26:28,470 --> 00:26:30,404 Gosh. 500 00:26:30,438 --> 00:26:32,673 You know, I hate to say it, but I think, um, 501 00:26:32,707 --> 00:26:34,208 I think we've been COVID-blessed out here, babe. 502 00:26:34,242 --> 00:26:35,509 - Yeah. - You know, look at us. 503 00:26:35,544 --> 00:26:37,411 We're out here being a family, camping, making slingshots, 504 00:26:37,445 --> 00:26:38,679 she's giving you sass. 505 00:26:38,713 --> 00:26:40,281 I love it. 506 00:26:40,315 --> 00:26:41,482 Kind of begs the question, 507 00:26:41,516 --> 00:26:42,917 why don't we just stay here indefinitely? 508 00:26:42,951 --> 00:26:44,652 Uh, Iggy. 509 00:26:44,686 --> 00:26:45,753 I'm just having a little fantasy. 510 00:26:45,787 --> 00:26:46,954 - Let me have my fantasy. - All right. 511 00:26:46,988 --> 00:26:48,022 Look, the kids are going back 512 00:26:48,056 --> 00:26:50,191 to in-person learning full-time. 513 00:26:50,225 --> 00:26:52,059 I need to get back to my practice, 514 00:26:52,093 --> 00:26:55,029 and you need to get back to the hospital. 515 00:26:55,063 --> 00:26:57,298 Yeah, well, what if I'm not ready to go back? 516 00:26:57,332 --> 00:26:59,466 So, uh, we're gonna live out of a rented RV 517 00:26:59,501 --> 00:27:01,468 - in upstate New York? - Pfft, no. 518 00:27:01,503 --> 00:27:02,903 I thought maybe we'd live out of a rented RV 519 00:27:02,938 --> 00:27:05,086 in upstate Vermont next. 520 00:27:08,210 --> 00:27:09,677 What? 521 00:27:09,711 --> 00:27:11,445 You can't just keep running, Iggs. 522 00:27:11,479 --> 00:27:13,380 I'm not. 523 00:27:15,584 --> 00:27:17,251 I'm not. 524 00:27:17,285 --> 00:27:21,522 Help! Help! 525 00:27:21,556 --> 00:27:23,457 Ah! 526 00:27:23,491 --> 00:27:24,858 Dad! 527 00:27:24,893 --> 00:27:25,966 What happened? 528 00:27:25,999 --> 00:27:28,028 - Come on. Come on. - Dad! Dad! 529 00:27:28,063 --> 00:27:29,563 - Please! - Father! 530 00:27:29,598 --> 00:27:31,098 - Ow. - Slow down. Slow down. 531 00:27:31,132 --> 00:27:32,600 Splinter. 532 00:27:32,634 --> 00:27:34,768 - Show us. - Oh. Oh. Whoa. 533 00:27:34,803 --> 00:27:37,671 Mamacita, you took some shrapnel there, buddy. 534 00:27:37,706 --> 00:27:39,773 Okay, but fortunately for you, our crack team 535 00:27:39,808 --> 00:27:41,642 - of surgeons are at the ready. - Yeah. 536 00:27:41,676 --> 00:27:44,511 Harper, bring me the instruments of abscission. 537 00:27:44,546 --> 00:27:45,913 - What? - That old rusty saw 538 00:27:45,947 --> 00:27:46,880 we found by the dumpster. 539 00:27:46,915 --> 00:27:48,215 - You know what they are. - Dad! 540 00:27:48,250 --> 00:27:49,817 Saleem, bring me a towel for all the blood 541 00:27:49,851 --> 00:27:51,619 and a bucket to put the severed limb in, stat. 542 00:27:51,653 --> 00:27:53,721 - You got it. - Dad, be serious. 543 00:27:53,755 --> 00:27:56,523 I... kid, I am being serious. This is war, all right? 544 00:27:56,558 --> 00:27:57,725 Here you go. 545 00:27:57,759 --> 00:27:59,860 I promise you it'll be over in a couple seconds, okay? 546 00:27:59,894 --> 00:28:01,462 Harper, look away. 547 00:28:01,496 --> 00:28:03,931 Nobody move. Nobody breathe. Except for me. 548 00:28:03,965 --> 00:28:06,667 I have to breathe, obviously. I'm the doctor. 549 00:28:06,701 --> 00:28:08,502 Here we go. Almost there. 550 00:28:08,536 --> 00:28:09,937 - Yes. - Oh! 551 00:28:09,971 --> 00:28:11,672 - Victory. - Look at that beast. 552 00:28:11,706 --> 00:28:13,173 Whoa. 553 00:28:13,208 --> 00:28:14,675 Look at that thing. That was inside your finger. 554 00:28:14,709 --> 00:28:15,943 - Disgusting. - I'll say. 555 00:28:15,977 --> 00:28:17,278 That is a serious piece of timber. 556 00:28:17,312 --> 00:28:18,879 Actually, don't throw that away. 557 00:28:18,913 --> 00:28:20,080 We might want to ride that down the Susquehanna later. 558 00:28:20,115 --> 00:28:21,348 We're a big family. 559 00:28:21,383 --> 00:28:22,850 Probably sink with all of us. 560 00:28:22,884 --> 00:28:24,752 Oh yeah, right. Not with me as a captain. 561 00:28:24,786 --> 00:28:27,221 - We have five family members. - You are brave, private. 562 00:28:27,255 --> 00:28:28,689 Sameera? 563 00:28:28,723 --> 00:28:31,005 I need you to bandage this soldier. 564 00:28:31,526 --> 00:28:33,360 - Sameera. - Sameera. 565 00:28:33,395 --> 00:28:34,728 What, did she go back to the car? 566 00:28:34,763 --> 00:28:37,164 Uh, I don't know. Did you guys see Sameera? 567 00:28:37,198 --> 00:28:38,599 Sameera. 568 00:28:38,633 --> 00:28:39,967 She was just here. She couldn't have gone far. 569 00:28:40,001 --> 00:28:41,335 - Sameera! - Sameera! 570 00:28:41,369 --> 00:28:43,070 Sameera. 571 00:28:43,104 --> 00:28:44,471 All right, um, you take 572 00:28:44,506 --> 00:28:45,606 - everybody back to the RV. - Hon. 573 00:28:45,640 --> 00:28:46,774 No, no, I'm gonna go look for her. 574 00:28:46,808 --> 00:28:48,676 You find out where the nearest ranger station is, okay? 575 00:28:48,710 --> 00:28:50,411 Guys, guys, stay close. Stay close. 576 00:28:50,445 --> 00:28:52,980 - Sameera. - Sameera! 577 00:28:53,014 --> 00:28:54,782 Sammy! 578 00:28:58,219 --> 00:29:01,055 Sameera! Sameera? 579 00:29:01,089 --> 00:29:02,589 Sameera, baby! 580 00:29:04,893 --> 00:29:07,094 Sameera! 581 00:29:10,532 --> 00:29:11,865 Oh, God. 582 00:29:11,900 --> 00:29:13,334 Oh, God, no. 583 00:29:23,912 --> 00:29:25,185 Sameera! 584 00:29:26,314 --> 00:29:28,215 Sameera? Sameera, honey. 585 00:29:28,249 --> 00:29:29,950 I'm coming. 586 00:29:39,427 --> 00:29:40,828 Sameera, honey? 587 00:29:42,464 --> 00:29:45,199 Sameera, if you can hear me, answer me, baby. 588 00:29:46,167 --> 00:29:49,203 Sameera! 589 00:29:49,237 --> 00:29:50,771 Sameera. 590 00:29:57,979 --> 00:29:59,552 Sameera! 591 00:30:00,115 --> 00:30:01,448 Sameera. Oh, my God. 592 00:30:01,483 --> 00:30:03,450 Did you... baby, did you not hear me calling you? 593 00:30:03,485 --> 00:30:06,954 Why didn't you answer me? Sameera, honey, say something. 594 00:30:09,591 --> 00:30:10,958 I don't want to go back. 595 00:30:10,992 --> 00:30:12,192 You don't want... you don't wanna go back where? 596 00:30:12,227 --> 00:30:14,027 You don't want to go back to the campsite? 597 00:30:14,062 --> 00:30:15,818 - You don't wanna... - Back to normal. 598 00:30:16,898 --> 00:30:19,266 Back to normal? 599 00:30:19,300 --> 00:30:21,902 What is it? Is it school? Are you... 600 00:30:21,936 --> 00:30:23,670 I like school better on the computer. 601 00:30:23,705 --> 00:30:25,572 I learn better. 602 00:30:25,607 --> 00:30:27,163 Yeah. 603 00:30:27,776 --> 00:30:29,643 Yeah, but what about your friends, baby? 604 00:30:29,677 --> 00:30:30,944 What about all them? 605 00:30:30,979 --> 00:30:33,914 I'd rather be here with you and Papa, 606 00:30:33,948 --> 00:30:37,384 eating lunch together, playing together. 607 00:30:37,419 --> 00:30:39,353 Everything's easier at home. 608 00:30:41,322 --> 00:30:42,890 Yeah. 609 00:30:44,559 --> 00:30:47,428 Yeah. I like it too. 610 00:30:47,462 --> 00:30:49,560 So why do we have to go back? 611 00:30:50,298 --> 00:30:52,599 Well, because... 612 00:30:56,971 --> 00:30:59,206 Because it's not supposed to be easy. 613 00:31:00,708 --> 00:31:04,411 You know, asking your teacher for help over and over again, 614 00:31:04,446 --> 00:31:08,215 that helps you become more resilient. 615 00:31:08,249 --> 00:31:09,550 Navigating tricky friendships, 616 00:31:09,584 --> 00:31:11,351 even though it's a pain in your butt, 617 00:31:11,386 --> 00:31:14,521 that builds self-esteem, you know? 618 00:31:18,359 --> 00:31:20,216 Life is starting again. 619 00:31:21,429 --> 00:31:23,553 We can't stay here 620 00:31:25,567 --> 00:31:27,307 where it's easy. 621 00:31:30,605 --> 00:31:32,806 Make sense, kiddo? 622 00:31:39,047 --> 00:31:42,716 Well, that was quite the adventure. 623 00:31:43,551 --> 00:31:46,320 - Oh, my God, that one... - It's roasted. 624 00:31:46,354 --> 00:31:47,921 - You okay? - Oh, my God. 625 00:31:47,956 --> 00:31:49,556 Yeah, yeah. 626 00:31:49,591 --> 00:31:51,748 You know, when Sameera went missing, 627 00:31:52,760 --> 00:31:55,729 I just had these visions of Chance. 628 00:31:55,763 --> 00:31:56,964 Hurting her. 629 00:31:56,998 --> 00:31:58,332 - Iggy... - I know. I know. 630 00:31:58,366 --> 00:32:01,001 I know it's irrational. I know that in my heart. 631 00:32:03,304 --> 00:32:06,006 There he was, you know, clear as day. 632 00:32:06,040 --> 00:32:07,708 Yes! It's golden. 633 00:32:07,742 --> 00:32:09,376 And why not? 634 00:32:09,410 --> 00:32:13,814 You know, day after day, I just absorbed his despair. 635 00:32:13,848 --> 00:32:15,816 It all just became a part of me. 636 00:32:15,850 --> 00:32:17,417 All my patients, all their despair, 637 00:32:17,452 --> 00:32:21,288 it just... it just becomes a part of me. 638 00:32:23,658 --> 00:32:24,625 But it was all worth it, you know, 639 00:32:24,659 --> 00:32:26,527 because at the end of the day, I can just trade 640 00:32:26,561 --> 00:32:29,763 my peace of mind for the self-esteem it brought me. 641 00:32:29,797 --> 00:32:31,198 Easy-peasy. 642 00:32:33,668 --> 00:32:36,370 I don't wanna make that trade anymore. 643 00:32:36,404 --> 00:32:38,711 I don't... I don't need to. 644 00:32:39,774 --> 00:32:43,343 Look at this. Look at what we've done. 645 00:32:47,615 --> 00:32:50,450 Martin, you give me everything that I need. 646 00:32:53,288 --> 00:32:57,157 Our family gives me... 647 00:32:59,827 --> 00:33:01,795 Everything. 648 00:33:11,072 --> 00:33:13,871 We can go home whenever you need to. 649 00:33:14,842 --> 00:33:17,110 No more running. I promise. 650 00:33:24,085 --> 00:33:26,926 But I am not going to see patients anymore. 651 00:33:29,557 --> 00:33:31,959 I'm done with that life. 652 00:33:37,265 --> 00:33:39,132 Watch it... I got mine on fire. 653 00:33:55,595 --> 00:33:56,696 I knew you hated budget meetings, 654 00:33:56,730 --> 00:33:58,749 but this seems extreme. 655 00:33:59,232 --> 00:34:01,033 I lost my wedding ring. 656 00:34:05,572 --> 00:34:07,773 Max. Come out from there. 657 00:34:07,808 --> 00:34:09,742 - I can't do it. - Come on. 658 00:34:09,776 --> 00:34:11,243 Mm-mm. 659 00:34:14,948 --> 00:34:16,549 I mean, rings do hold 660 00:34:16,583 --> 00:34:19,854 a certain amount of symbolic power over us. 661 00:34:20,354 --> 00:34:22,655 - Don't they? - Yeah. 662 00:34:22,689 --> 00:34:24,457 I should know. I've had three. 663 00:34:24,491 --> 00:34:27,193 Three. You get it. 664 00:34:27,227 --> 00:34:29,280 Oh, Max, I get it. 665 00:34:30,030 --> 00:34:31,230 You feel like you're losing a limb. 666 00:34:31,264 --> 00:34:32,865 Part of your life. 667 00:34:32,899 --> 00:34:34,567 And if it can be lost that easily, 668 00:34:34,601 --> 00:34:35,901 then what does that say? 669 00:34:35,936 --> 00:34:39,572 Says you didn't deserve it. 670 00:34:39,606 --> 00:34:41,707 All right, come out of there now. 671 00:34:41,742 --> 00:34:42,908 - Come on. - Do I have to? 672 00:34:42,943 --> 00:34:44,877 Yes. 673 00:34:49,950 --> 00:34:52,351 If I've learned anything... 674 00:34:54,888 --> 00:34:57,058 It's knowing when to let them go. 675 00:34:57,557 --> 00:34:58,891 When to move on. 676 00:34:58,925 --> 00:35:01,494 I want to move on. I do. 677 00:35:01,528 --> 00:35:03,629 But I didn't get to make that decision. 678 00:35:03,663 --> 00:35:06,832 That choice was taken from me. 679 00:35:08,101 --> 00:35:09,904 She'd understand. 680 00:35:13,306 --> 00:35:14,740 Max. 681 00:35:16,209 --> 00:35:17,576 Look at me. 682 00:35:20,847 --> 00:35:22,750 She'd understand. 683 00:35:23,784 --> 00:35:25,317 I almost took it off. 684 00:35:26,553 --> 00:35:28,621 On the anniversary of her... 685 00:35:31,731 --> 00:35:33,365 Why didn't you? 686 00:35:35,295 --> 00:35:37,515 Because when I look at Luna, 687 00:35:38,131 --> 00:35:40,466 I don't even see Georgia anymore. 688 00:35:41,835 --> 00:35:43,646 I just see my little girl. 689 00:35:44,604 --> 00:35:49,008 And when I look inside, Georgia's not there either. 690 00:35:50,610 --> 00:35:52,071 That ring... 691 00:35:53,814 --> 00:35:55,700 It's all I have left... 692 00:35:58,185 --> 00:36:00,519 Of our whole life. 693 00:36:01,888 --> 00:36:05,418 Well, it didn't just slip off your finger. 694 00:36:06,293 --> 00:36:08,296 There's a reason you took it off. 695 00:36:08,728 --> 00:36:11,030 Maybe you should trust your subconscious. 696 00:36:11,064 --> 00:36:14,427 Yeah. Yeah. 697 00:36:14,801 --> 00:36:16,936 Like I'm trying to tell myself something. 698 00:36:16,970 --> 00:36:20,272 - Found it. - What? Really? Wow! Yes! 699 00:36:20,307 --> 00:36:22,475 You're amazing. Thank you. I gotta go. 700 00:36:22,509 --> 00:36:24,777 Sorry. Wow. I... thank you. 701 00:36:24,811 --> 00:36:26,278 Thank you, Sandra Fall from billing. 702 00:36:26,313 --> 00:36:27,680 Where did you find it? 703 00:36:27,714 --> 00:36:29,715 Your office. In the pocket of your lab coat. 704 00:36:29,749 --> 00:36:32,251 Oh, many lives were saved today in this building, 705 00:36:32,285 --> 00:36:33,619 but nothing as heroic as what you just... 706 00:36:33,653 --> 00:36:34,920 Yeah, I'm aware. 707 00:36:51,271 --> 00:36:52,471 Sorry. 708 00:36:54,074 --> 00:36:55,341 That was almost a pile-up. 709 00:36:55,375 --> 00:36:57,053 Um... 710 00:36:58,011 --> 00:37:00,012 - You're... you're here. - Yes. 711 00:37:00,046 --> 00:37:01,947 Six hours in a middle seat that wouldn't recline. 712 00:37:01,982 --> 00:37:06,886 Oh. Rough. I'm... I'm glad that you're back. 713 00:37:08,054 --> 00:37:11,323 - Though a bit wrung out. - Same. 714 00:37:11,358 --> 00:37:12,625 - Why? Did something happen? - No, no. 715 00:37:12,659 --> 00:37:15,961 I just... I lost my wedding ring 716 00:37:16,405 --> 00:37:18,330 for a minute, but... 717 00:37:21,368 --> 00:37:23,302 Ah. 718 00:37:23,336 --> 00:37:27,773 Kind of freaked me out, but found it, so... 719 00:37:31,011 --> 00:37:32,344 I see. 720 00:37:32,379 --> 00:37:34,613 I spent the day with my mum in a cancer clinic. 721 00:37:34,648 --> 00:37:35,481 Oh, God, Helen. 722 00:37:35,515 --> 00:37:37,249 No, no, she's fine, but for hours, 723 00:37:37,284 --> 00:37:39,118 I thought it was lung cancer. 724 00:37:39,152 --> 00:37:42,454 But turns out it was just, um, severe bronchitis. 725 00:37:42,489 --> 00:37:43,989 That's a relief. 726 00:37:49,229 --> 00:37:51,263 Do you want... do you wanna walk with me? 727 00:37:52,832 --> 00:37:55,668 You can tell me about your "mum." 728 00:37:55,702 --> 00:37:58,704 Did I say that right? Came out weird. 729 00:38:02,842 --> 00:38:05,277 I'm a little bit talked out today, I think. 730 00:38:05,312 --> 00:38:06,245 - Yeah? - Yeah. 731 00:38:06,279 --> 00:38:07,246 Yeah. 732 00:38:07,280 --> 00:38:09,682 Me too, to be honest. 733 00:38:14,721 --> 00:38:17,341 Maybe too much was said already. 734 00:38:29,996 --> 00:38:31,463 Helen. 735 00:38:34,341 --> 00:38:36,652 Can I just walk with you? 736 00:38:37,811 --> 00:38:39,912 We don't need to talk. I... 737 00:39:46,780 --> 00:39:48,447 All right. 738 00:39:51,584 --> 00:39:53,319 Well, here I am. 739 00:40:12,005 --> 00:40:13,505 I should go. 740 00:40:15,275 --> 00:40:16,710 Okay. 741 00:40:17,444 --> 00:40:19,278 Night. 742 00:40:19,312 --> 00:40:22,348 Night. 743 00:40:25,185 --> 00:40:26,785 Night. 744 00:40:28,088 --> 00:40:29,555 You said that. 745 00:40:29,589 --> 00:40:30,889 Okay.